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6 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [11 Apr 2006|03:26pm] hey check it out, your all losers, get a life and stop trying to pry into other peoples lives, its a warm day go out and sit at the park or by the river or somthing i hope a bunch opf people leave me comments like hey SHUT UP or YOUR STUPID blah blAH BLAh your a hipocrite yea well suck my dick im not the one who makes entrys that are 3 pages long. fucking loser

2 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [14 Jan 2006|07:24pm] Shit has been alright lately, nothin to even say basically. drinking, doing drugs, trying to be a good bike messenger and work as much as i can and make good money I got kicked out of my apt but everythings cool ive been living at adams just kind of living out of my bag again going to work im so glad i got a job though its not like im homeless living at adams with no money at all so everythings straight cabin tonight. woo. new motivation to not have to pay for food: robbing 7 11 about 4-5 times a day cause its to blocks away. philly cheese steak hot pockets are MAH SHIT SON!

4 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [24 Dec 2005|05:00pm] yea.... my life is constantly shitted on and you know blah blah blah so fucking emo I find it funny i do nothing but run through my life with people i like or am tryin to get to like me but somehow i always end up getting fucked over or shitted on. just imagine a person taking a big dump on your chest thats pretty much how it is. it sucks, i try to be this respectful person to a girl i try everything in my fucking heart to make her more happyier then anyone else could have made her. but nope.. I just get shitted on, i get everything blown back in my face, even the fucking present i bought her she didnt like it... she told my best mans that she was upset with me about money and all this personal stupid shit, i just wanted to hold her hand and as corny as it sounds just tell her she is cute, fuck it, it makes me happy, but no wtf things just had to get fucked up. im not gunna go playing the blame game on this relationship but i dont even know man, i just want her back, she like came into my life showed me wat a good ass relationship could be and then just randomly left me and now were just friends, and now i cant hold her hand, and now i cant tell her what i really feel, its just gunna feel ackward for a while i guess... fuck it. 40 store here i come. scum fuck world we live in man. or at least i do. boo hoo.

4 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [23 Nov 2005|08:45pm] 215 Keepin it live Basica shit is in rotation. Gettin a new bike. this friday movin my shit finally into renees crib. and a good friend of mine dan "prostitute" is livin there wit me now and my other boy louis lives in the basement wit me so i aint do nothing but kick it now. you know. got my niggas adam and ducky down the block to. I got nothin but straight love for <3west philly<3 </

2 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [01 Nov 2005|11:32am] </ol> this weekend was fun, i got to use my friend sami's bike and ride all around west philly I went to my friend (karin)g-money's crib over on bainbridge and rocked out some gangsta kids stole her debit card and shoes I went to some peelouts show and saw all mah nigguhs dressed up for halloween I spit chinese food on this girl courtney. I got a new tatoo. yay yay yay happyness insuse

5 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [27 Oct 2005|12:03pm] </ol> finally man, ive become happy again healthy, back on my feet, ridin bikes!!!, g-mackin it goin to trade school in north philly in a couple months for painting wich will be fun hopefully and tryin to find a new apt, if anyone knows of an open room let me know whats good cause my mom is going to help pay for it and help me get out there and shit so, its like if you want to get an apt let me know whats good. Ive relized ive been through alot in my god damn life and i need to do somthin or just ammount to somthing i guess i dont want to say i want to be a person of society standards but i want to be responsible on some type of level, ive done to much to fuck up man... Juvi 3 times inpatient rehab 1 time outpatient 4 times therapy councling like 3 times I just want to be left alone by the system and jail I want to wake up and smoke a bowl without thinking is this gunna fuck me over?? Im tired of constantly watchin my back for po-po I want to just be free cause once your in the system your in tight and soon i turn 18 and if i fuck up yo im going to prison son, WORD UP. and i do not want to fuck with that shit no sir so im going to get my fucking act together and get my head straight and do wat i got to do by going to trade school and just basically drinking all the time to relieave(cant spell) the stress that i cant smoke SO BUY ME 40z!!!!!!!1111

8 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [08 Oct 2005|04:27pm] Bullshit bullshit bullshit, you know the same old boring shit sitting around my house. getting high, eating lots of food and getting fat and recovering I miss all my friends and my life that I had, now I sit around and memorize primetime tv and never miss episodes of sienfield.. my life is complete shit but its w/e I never know what the fuck to write on this damn shit, someone leave me a bunch of sappy comments.

3 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [07 Oct 2005|09:13pm] Burned, wrecked, beat up, bruised, broken and thrashed Thats all I have to say for my life right now, that and im living with my dad and it sucks. my life goes from grand and glory to complete bullshit within the time spand of 10 seconds... </ol> Now I wake up every morning with this on my arm. its all good thoguh Ill get better in time then its back to my natural life until then im just gunna take it easy and fall back for a min.

1 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [13 Jul 2005|12:23pm] Niggas be on some straight bullshit I hope i get to fleas and lice today i just got to go out and sell cds to make money cause i dont have a job and it sucks cause i lost my wallet yesterday wich had like 90 bux in it, sucks man i got served at this place called copas or w/e and got drunk and lost my wallet at the train station so now i got to get money to go to fleas and lice and hopefully get back to jersey tonight. woo. ill make it out thwere though no worries fleas and lice is gunna rule.

7 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [12 Jul 2005|12:18pm] Yea so Ive been hanging around in new jersey to much, I havent gone to the city in like 2 weeks now and i missed one of my close ass niggas apt party and i am pissed, SORRY SAMMY, if you ever read this bullshit but w/e i fuckin missed a keg and a bunch of other shit cause i had to do community service in the morning for probation wich is fucking lame ass hell i walked down this one street in my town picked up like a cheese curl rapper and some sticks threw it in my bag to make it heavy then threw it away and went the fuck home. fuck probation, fuck the law yadda yadda, got a new cd DESTRUCTION - cracked brain. it rules. I really havent stef in a long ass time, i hope i get to see her soon im like fuckin pissed i aint seen her like not mad at her but mad at myself for not making the effort cause im a stupid lazy bastard whos apprantly to cool to ride my bike up the block to the train to see her, but tmw i plan to see her i just hate riding out and like not having money but i got money and im gunna pay for her tmw. so if she reads this then your in luck. </ol> </ol> </ol> i didnt take these, and dont call me a fag ill beat the shit out of you dur dur.

4 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [17 May 2005|10:07pm] Whats good im back in the neighborhood mother fuckers....aww man back on LJ wtf am i doing with my sorry excuse for a life.

13 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [28 Dec 2004|04:11pm] Last night was cool, blah blah blah blah, get to the point, Drank with mah boys, met a really cute nice girl, took her on date,I feel like im the man, i aint try to get with her when i was waisted like usually do with girls, i was as u could say a "gentleman" holla back, anywayz got tottaly waisted off some mad dog 20 20. some mother fucker stole my cigs and broke my 40 but pat gave me his steel so it was cool. supposdely halfway house show tonight endless nightmare is playin with fucked up and aaj, i wanna go fuck this shit i hate being poor sometimes. and that reminds me i got to go try to get an interview with mcdonalds today.

10 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [01 Dec 2004|02:21pm] </ol> </ol> </ol> the greatest man to ever fucking live. ever.

2 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [29 Nov 2004|12:22pm] </ol> </ol> </ol> Black bull kicked my ass. <3 GG allin.

6 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [26 Nov 2004|03:54pm] </ol> So many people take to much for granite. and i cant spell for shit, but fuck it, theres to many worthless goody goodys and richy rich mother fuckers in this world today throwin cash like it grows on trees. fuckin yuppies... What made you murder my flow what made you ride on my clothes, what made you.. fuck it yo son these nigguhs got ow I spit alot flows I flip exotic hoes. - WU TANG CLAN

10 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [22 Nov 2004|01:02pm] </ol> CVS said they are hiring yess im excited!! I REAALY want to work there they pay good fuckin money. and I would work good hrs the dude said. everyone pray my black ass gets a job. I bought new stretch jeans and a bullet belt yay. and a gism , global threat, Caustic christ, and destroy shirt. wooooord. Im steppin up in life mother fuckers. I cant wait till addicts and ny rlex show OMG !?!?!?!?!?!??!? LIKE WHAT!? AMAZING!!! and then fucking BLITZ WITH ORIGNAL GUITARIST YESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS life doesnt get anymore sweeta. sometimes I sound like a little girl school girl on crack :(:(

1 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [15 Nov 2004|10:55am] Dude, I missed sammys birthday wtf. happy birthday sam-sam, and marcus sorry I couldnt make it word up.:(:(

6 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [14 Nov 2004|10:28pm] </ol> Chi-Chi.<3!!

2 Kaneda ! Tetsuo !!!! [14 Nov 2004|12:51pm] ODB TO DIRTY MCGIRK CASHIN WELLFARE CHECKS ON TV AND RIPPIN UP THE 36 CHAMBA CD. R.I.P NIGGUH R.I.P....

Tetsuo !!!! [14 Nov 2004|12:49pm] R.I.P ODB

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